the hardest thing for me everyday is to get my ass up every morning... today is a day full of rain, but it's a nice day. i went to my secondary school for a visit as i feel kinda bored with my usual life.. so i thought maybe i should pay a visit there as it might be fun. The school is still the same, only those food that are selling in the canteen goes lesser and lesser ( the quantity, not the price). it was fun actually moving back to my old school. miss those time when i m on duty as a prefect there , and miss all my old friends who i havent met for sometimes....what make me feel funny on the changes on the school prefect is their uniform.. i saw one prefect with a big red badge with the word ' suspended' on top of it..maybe tats the new policy and rules for BOP, but i really disagree with this.. it doesn't help by embarrassing  a prefect just because of some mistake he had done. but anyway, i dun mind as there is nothing related to me anymore.. i had retired...haha

to my surprise, i bump into an old friend who are also paying a visit there too, Mr Ong Sheng Yan. first come Mr Ong, then come my old friends who are studying in form 6.. they ponteng and we talk and chat a lot ..
Chuin Yee Kapsiaoying
 by the stairs...and it's kinda enjoyable to know that they are still d same... Chuin Yee doesnt change, only he grows a bit taller...  Ghee Hann, i don't think he change too.. sorry, dude... u r on xanga.. haha.. nice pee.. i mean pic..lol





Wei how, still that smart... we talk for bout an hour and we decided to go for a movie in the afternoon..

and one more thing, i bump to my ex( u know who la)....its an old story, and she is living well now, so i m kinda glad for her...she had been a popular girl in my school.. and that's make me popular too....damn those people who keep on mention bout the past and jokes on me.. it;s kinda embarrassing...please, dude, dun ever mention it again or i will kill you! 

it's 1200, sheng yan wish to go for a hair cut after paying his phone bill, he invited me, so  it;s kinda paiseh to say no (actually my plan is to go to study at the nearby library, here goes my law again.. haiz..). He brought me to Ayer Itam where he goes for a hair cut.. Ayer Itam...
the place where i grow up
... never change much, the road is dirty, but i love this place a lot.. i even found the field where i first time kick a ball ..... altohugh it's already botak...lol...mayb i grown up there with my grandmother, so lots of sweet childhood memories there, wish life is simple as like those time... those time was great, i still remember the cold breeze every morning i woke up when i was small, then grandma will bring me for a walk to the market and we will have breakfast nearby ( i used to have eggs and toast bread every morning when i was a kid) .. those time are sweet..it's a small town, but with big memories..

after that, we went back to the school, just to fetch those buddies.. for a movies...we watched SEX and The City  in Gurney  Plaza...but this is special, they ask my ex to go along too... but, it's ok with me...no doubt bout that.. but i never had an word with her.. mayb i m not a gentleman (as wat mr. SIMON LAU said)...
SEx and the city, i din expect the movie it nice, but honestly it's nice....i din plan to watch it, but tats the only movie that suit their timetable....so, just follow along.. but its a nice movie.. they talk bout love, bout girls, bout men...and at the same time, we are talking bout girls too...Sheng Yan obviously had problem with his ex, but now he is more into 'Hokkien Mee' (you know Wat i mean )...haha... Ghee Han, he is after my Ex.. haha.. Chuin  Yee.. haiz.. ..i duno y.. he always talk bout love...lots of rumours... but he is still single... My ex, well... she has a Bf.. and i heard that he is a nice guy.. so, i m happy for her... n me....i told them i was single... they just seem like taking it as a joke.. but dude, i m really single...used to have one, but it dun last long...but actually, i would be happy if i get her: Allison Stokke  

she is so cute
i always seem to have boring life everyday.. but today, at least it was something... at least i m facing with friends tat are real.. old buddies that never fake....it's kinda fun hanging around with them, like those old days....wish danny was there too.. but anyway, dude, thanx for the day... i din do any revision although my exam is just around the corner...but thanx for the day...at least i m relax.. but it's time to revise the BIBLE (law book)... i feel guilty.. haha....hope to see you all soon...i havent been so happy and laugh so much so a long time.... thank you...and bye...

          

now is 12:58 in the middle of the nite.. i m still awake.. wit my law book in front of my face...i duno wat i m doing actually.. just starring at  the book for couple of hours.. doing nothing ..life's is kinda boring recenty.. after my friends left to kampar for their studies.. i make lots of friend during my 'crazy period' in the college.. but honestly.. dun feel good fooling around.. as u know, lots of things happen to me.. i mean those changes.. friendship can be nice, but it can be nasty too...sometimes, people are just too complicated to understand...specially fakers..
   
i had been in home for days without going out...except going for work. to me, now, i dun use to believe in anybody tat much anymore...as u grow up, u will understand that actually people are killing people everyday.. i m kinda sick of that.. friends are kinda changeable..dude, since i dun have a friend, i end up doing things tat kinda silly.. like, watching movie alone in the cinema...i have seen quite some movie alone.. 21, batman etc.. its kinda weird, but its better as i got no idea who is sitting beside me in the cinema.. i dun have to know him/her, i just ate my pop corn, watching d movie..i dun have to face him/her, as u know, distance is beautiful... when you get to know somebody, it will get nasty as last.. cause people are just..so fake.. since i got no friends, i wish to get a PSP.. d silver one is kinda nice.. .but at the same time. i m broke...so just try to figure how to earn big...during the holiday.. as i just quit my job (last day is on merdeka day).. y? d job sux...

due to i m poor, boring, lonely, miserable, frustrated, i end up playing game such as.. fantasy football....on the internet...its kinda boring..as u pick  player and compete with people u dunno and c who will get to the top spot of the table ( wow.. interesting)....swt.. and i had crate an account on yahoo.. just to play pool on the internet with strangers....

my life is soooo terrible.....its like living a life of a ZHAI NAN ( nerd who stay at home and dun go out)...i guess i m kinda same as them as my look is same with them now...i got a goatie.. and look nasty...

well, at the same time, currently i m listening to a singer from HK, his name is Fang da Tong.. well, he is talented.. and his song is kinda great.. amazing...

dude, life is bored...it's time to bed....good nite, kelvin..have a sweet dream..dream me a PSP